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new year
Friday, January 2, 2004

someone whom i have not heard from a LONG time called. it was a pleasant surprise, its not like everyday you get a phone call from someone whom you have not heard from like 6 years.

i'm going to be enlisted into the army in like two weeks time. so wish me luck. its not like the end of the world or anything. but i would like to have a nice round up of everything before going in. assesment of personal life, looking to see where ideals go, direction, blah blah blah...

some new year wishes;
A level results are not that crappy
realised what i want to do by hook or by crook
get myself lots of toys (pc games, good computer, gadgets...)
meet cool babes (hehe)
meet up with my friends
that's all for now. so umm happy new year. have a great schooling life for youse young students out there!! hopes dreams and aspirations.

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

sitting here on a wednesday afternoon. nothing much. looking at the screen and beyond into the future. just me saying that i am happy knowing all the friends i have made in my short 18 years on this earth. its not much of a social circle, but i want to keep in contact. that's all for now.

Sunday, December 14, 2003

here i am typing rubbish again. i guess mine is the most exclusive site ever, because its so obscure. but i'm not going to do anything about it like publicity or anything.

recent events got me thinking. its the issue of work and the career options. in the last few days, in a burst of productivity and insanity, i got myself paid work. tried it out yesterday, working as a fundraiser. it was absolute crap for me. now i remember why i tried to avoid this line of work as far as i'm concerned. it is an uphill task, and i never like uphill tasks. i dun have the bubbling enthusiasm bursting forth through every pores of my body that seems to be the trademark of all fundraisers. of course i understand why people reject, its all the bad publicity and the price tag. i would have done it exactly the way it is. reject outright. sometimes i wonder what is it with me and charity work. we never seem to get along well. and there are so many organisations, competing for funding with all their missions. try to help one another pops along, seeking your continual support. but that's beside the point. the issue i have here is with myself.

i hate to approach people. i hate to approach people because i hate rejection. and i am not really gifted in the persuasion department. i prefer to let the cause speak for themselves. but as we go on in this world, even the most honorable cause needs some form of advertisment, because people can't see what is so honorable about these causes. haha i can't even convince myself about the charity cause, much less persuade others. its just an issue i am grappling with myself and it gets shown up here. and i am SO tired. i am getting weak.

compared to this i prefer customer service. just answer questions and be nice. can't answer the question? refer to someone higher. and i enjoy arranging things alot. but this job as a fundraiser has a very big plus point. its very flexible. if i don't feel like turning up, i don't. so it sorts of nullify each other. but the more i think about it the more depressed i get. but never fear i will soldier on, since i never try to give up. because i know that once i give up, it will be a habit, its too easy. then again, i will give myself 1 more day which is monday. if i still hate the idea, i will just give up. no point upsetting myself i say.

Bring me BaCk 2 LifE
Wednesday, December 3, 2003

hmm... its been a long time isn't it? since i last posted something up here, however nonsensical, with all spelling errors to my credit. i think i'm gonna miss all these schooling years that i've been. all lets see, 6+4+2=12, yesh 12 years of school uniform. call me a freak if you want, but i kinda enjoyed wearing school uniform. it beats havin to think of what to wear, since i'm no great thinker and no gifted fashionista(hehe dun bother its a word i conjured).

grad night just slipped past me last night. but hell its no great loss, since i've got not much of a social life anyway. my life is spent hanging out with the other 3 guys, checking out girls and playing bridge. LAN gaming has been an integral part of my life with the 3 other guys. its been a fun year for me. although i have an inkling of a suspicion that i have played too much in this 1 important year. but i guess its no great loss, i will have decent grades, but whether i can get into University is another story on its own.

i'm at the cross roads of my life now. from here onwards what i see is a path of career, and work. no more bumming around, and dreaming up of new strageties and scenarios for warcraft. no more day dreaming, and no more music. its me myself and jun yuan. coz everyone will be very busy in their own world. no doubt we will meet and cross paths, but ultimately i guess to each his own.

Friday, November 21, 2003

LOtr
Thursday, October 23, 2003

watching Lord of The Rings with my friends reminded me that LOTR is the best movie for me to date. it has all the elements of love, suspense, wonder, action. love the lush greenery. it inspires people to protect the earth and the environment.(i hope) yeah it rules.

Saturday, October 4, 2003

i'm getting lazy here. the reason is because i have been busy playing a game called earth. its an online thing, so my time is very much divided. anyway its not as if any1 comes to this site in eager anticipation. Hai, the site is getting echoey here. hello.... low.... lo.... any 1 here... ere.... re.... haha can see cyber cobwebs growing at the corner of the screen. look carefully.... its there. there... at the top right corner. hahaha

had the opportunity to help my friend do a recording. quite a funny experiance i may say, having a headphone clamped on my ear and playing my instrument. its a different kind of feel. but give me people playing instrument in a group any time. i prefer the live feel. yeah.

sitting back
Friday, September 26, 2003

whew, just sitting down and having a breather right now. hehe yeah, prelims are over right now, so i'm having a temporary break of like 1 or 2 days for me to stone and clean up the room. it has become a warzone of sorts now, where piles and piles of paper are stacked everywhere. gonna clear them up... after these 3 days, reality will hit back. mmmm.....

Saturday, September 20, 2003

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

yeah changed the background to pink. it looks nicer and classier now with the current colour combination. haha yup. i'm going for pastels now, so... its a refreshing change i guess. y? becuase i say so. muahahaha its my site afterall.

Tuesday, September 16, 2003